Having looked at Moscow in 1989 in my previous post, we are going to stay there for the time being, but move a couple of years forward. We are staying there, because I want to start demonstrating that madness is not just a state that affects individuals at some point or another, but can also … Continue reading Madness as manifestation of the world around. Moscow in 1990ies
Before we launch fully into the phenomenon of what the psychiatrists define as ‘psychosis’, we need to set up a scene. ‘Psychosis’ as such as defined as ‘a loss of touch with reality’, but my aim (a humble one) is to demonstrate, eventually, that those who go into this state (naturally) often reach another reality, … Continue reading Psychosis, Russia, Kashpirovsky and mass hypnosis
Having witnessed the recent debate around the term 'mental illness', triggered by the comments of President Trump, I should say at this point, that 'madness' I am talking about on my blog, has nothing to do with 'mental illness'. Madness as I describe it here, is a state of mind when one reaches out from … Continue reading Madness is not mental illness
But let's go back to the beautiful city of Amsterdam, and start looking at madness again. Madness struck me in Amsterdam on a rainy day, in all its manifestations (psychiatrists call it 'psychosis'), but the signs, the coming of it, so to speak, started much earlier. But what is madness precisely? What does it hide? … Continue reading What is Madness?
Hello dear friends! I had a long break from any online presence, but now I am back. I won't hide the fact that I was fighting with stigma. I was fighting with myself. You see, I don't really believe in my diagnosis. They got it wrong. If they had to deliver anything (the psychiatrists), then … Continue reading A short visit to a psychiatric hospital
And now that I have introduced Amydien for the first time I should reveal that I believe he might have been the devil. The psychiatrists, of course, disagree with me on the matter, but how can one argue a cause when you haven’t been there? None of my psychiatrists has ever met Amydien, and thus, … Continue reading Amsterdam and the Devil
I wouldn’t ask this sort of questions about madness if I wasn't confronted with the debate first hand so to speak. Doctors call most of my experiences as delusions, but I strongly disagree. There is always a chance that the entire population might be delusional, and it is the mad who see the truth. But … Continue reading Madness and falling in love in Amsterdam