By that time I was already in full-blown psychosis, but when you are in this state, you don’t really notice. And why should you, especially when you feel happy and complete at the same time? Psychosis as such is a culturally misunderstood concept, but if you ask me, it is a state that most of … Continue reading The Chinese Tea
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Madness as response to boredom
I wasn’t battling with depression when I got mad, but rather with euphoria. I had this feeling that something magical was awaiting me in the near future. That the life I knew now would be transformed into something much more interesting and fulfilling. I suppose that practically everyone reaches this point in life nowadays, at … Continue reading Madness as response to boredom
Getting mad in Amsterdam
According to the Chinese, everything in this universe evolves within yin and yang energy. Yin represents the feminine, water and passive. Yang is the male, fire and active. Both have to be in harmony, which exists to maintain balance in our universe and within each of us. My body had to undergo a major shock … Continue reading Getting mad in Amsterdam
История с китайским чаем
Поехала у меня крыша после китайского чая. Чай просто выпустил мои проблемы наружу, а так причины всех психозов надо, конечно же искать в детстве. На чай я вышла через китайский медицинский центр в Амстердаме. Сидела, помню на работе своей (в финансовой компании), банки анализировала, и думаю: «пора бы вылечить гастрит.» Гастрит меня к тому времени … Continue reading История с китайским чаем
